Too Fast to live, too young to die.

Because of you I believe in dreams.

Sunday, December 9

10 good things about giving up on you.

1.Sleep well.
Don't fall asleep halfway texting and don't feel unhappy of you falling asleep earlier than me each time.

2.Be true.
Need not to worry about my looks and behavior 24/7 and I'm just fine being a not-so-feminine me,so what if you don't like?Who cares?

3.Save time.
Don't have to purposely wait for you,or just go to the library to check on me,don't have to squeeze time to chat with you,report to you whatever you wanna kepo,and listening to your stories.

4.Be honest.
Don't have to pretend that I like whatever you like,Man U,movies,pop songs,and I seriously don't think SNSD has anything good other than looks then why the hell should I like them?I can be friends with whoever I like,and I like to offer help to juniors,so what's the big deal when you don't like orientation stuff?

5.Be active,and talkative.
Don't have to give up on things I like,social activities,charity,interactive games,outdoor stuffs,sing k and kpop.You're an introvert and you seldom approaches strangers,so I can't?Weird logic.

6.Carefree.
I can be a hyperactive and cheerful me again,yelling along the street,talking non-stop whenever I like,singing in the lab,sneak out to the library or cafe whilst lecture is going on.

7.Freedom.
Post whatever I like on Facebook,Twitter,Blog or whatever,without worrying you to stalk on me and comment on guys I take pictures with.and I don't bother even when you like photos of a girl I dislike and stuff.

8.Have a free mind.
Not to be occupied with what's next to talk to you,what does your moves mean,what you want me to be,and what you mean by giving me stuffs,so on.

9.Independent.
Work hard by myself.Not having your notes with me and your guidance on lab means I will not have any pre-judgement for all lab works and lecturers and topics.The more I discover myself,the more I believe that your points are sometimes wrong.

10.Recognition.
People know me and notify me as "ZQ" instead of linking me to you. To be recognised and liked personally,which is good.and by the way,you don't have much friends either.

11.I could have written more,maybe until 50,but most of all,
I CAN BE ME NOW.=)
WHICH IS SOMETHING SO PRECIOUS THAT I'VE ABANDONED FOR SO SO LONG TIME.
goshh,why did I?

Being carefree,no restrictions,no worries,no mood swings,no brain overload about you,
It feels so good to be me.
Thank you for letting go.

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